Thursday, April 16, 2009

Thinking of me*

So, I have to finish write 2 papers on myself. 1. being about my previous job and activities. 2. Being about what my goals are. Why is it so hard to write about ourselves? I'm confident in what I am writing, yet at the same time...Is it relevant? I mean, I can write about what my goals are for right now, but should I put a side note that states "subject to change based upon making it through today". That would be the honest thing to do.

Why should I write...maybe it should just be a bunch of question marks ?????????????? Then say that the reason I am going back to school is to figure that out. Or should I just repeat "I want to be smarter, challenged and help people"
Times like this make me realize that communicating in written form is so bland and impersonal. I would rather teach a group of 100 people or speak about a topic to a room full of people I know or don't know, than have to write a paper about me and what/who I am.

Maybe I'll jsut bullet point the whole thing. haha.

Be well*

Monday, April 13, 2009

talking to myself, outloud*

I sometimes wonder if there is a right...correct...direction to go. Is this life a test? I'm sure that if it was a final round, we would have been given instructions as to what the heck to do next! ha.
Maybe, when we get on the train and we are traveling to work, we should be that one person that starts to sing or just starts to talk...you know the one that everyone else ignores because they are to set in there "lively" ways.
Our day to days are such a beautiful blanket of security, yet they keep us tied down to an almost scare tactic...we have a hard time starting something, because of the possible failure that is involved.
I started this blog...is anyone going to read it? ehh. who knows...does that mean I have failed?
It means I have tried, that's for sure.

Be well*

What things will come

Finally set up some internet networking...got with the times I guess. Facebook is up and the group will be created tomorrow...or Wednesday. Also, get it set up to Twitter. Maybe this will help me figure life out...or help other people figure it out. Who knows what things will come.

Be well*